it's been a while
I'm not sure how great live journal is in terms of how much i really want to throw out there, but essentially, life is good. my friends are good now that i accept them for who they are. i feel like i need new inspiration in my music, but i always get caught up in working on my technique...it never is good enough, any fellow musician would understand. but the feeling of spending hours on a daily basis doing the same thing, practicing and practicing, and still not feeling like i'm WORKING is an incredible feeling, so incredible that i have no doubt in mind that i want to make a living doing this for the rest of my life. of course there are odd ends in life but when i pull all my thoughts together and subtract the bad from the good, i come to realize that the remainder is a whole lot of good.
on a side note i have become increasingly aware of karma. not religiously, but spiritually and physically, in the way the planet balances itself out. i now believe, with little if any doubt, that equal and opposite reactions hold into place the matter which sustains life...and i mean that in a literal, physical sense.
looking back on what i just wrote, i find it funny that i can dive into my deepest thoughts, but i can't tap into my most basic human emotions, let alone share them. I want a connection. The end.
on a side note i have become increasingly aware of karma. not religiously, but spiritually and physically, in the way the planet balances itself out. i now believe, with little if any doubt, that equal and opposite reactions hold into place the matter which sustains life...and i mean that in a literal, physical sense.
looking back on what i just wrote, i find it funny that i can dive into my deepest thoughts, but i can't tap into my most basic human emotions, let alone share them. I want a connection. The end.