god, there is so much that goes into starting your own business. my brain feels like it is about to leak out my ear any second now. the whole idea of the store itself is starting to take shape. . . at first i wanted a uni-sex store but i am now leaning more twords a more female themed store. cause, really, who am i trying to kid... i have no idea what the hell men want. but i do know what women like. i know exactally how i want the store it self to look on the outside and on the inside. now, my only problem is actually getting these ideas from inside my head and into reality. i've started searching craigs list for retail space in the worcester area... im thinking it MIGHT be a little too soon to do that...seeing that i dont have any sort of money to start this thing. not only that but i dont have business license or any other of the required stuff to get this thing off the ground. ive been taking a lot of mini trips to worcester to check out the area..get a feel for what kind of people are there.. see if there is any competition. which, seems like there is not much because i cant seem to find any place there that is anything like what i have for my store in my head. which, is a good thing but can also be a bad thing...will there be a market for this stuff? bah. i dont know. ive started searching some wholesale sites trying to get an idea of wtf i want...i dont know. its starting to take shape. just need to grow the balls to get it off the ground.
so much stuff.
im getting sick again.
i weighed myelf at the doctors and i am 176 pounds. UGHHHHHH. talk about letting myself ago. totally gained 9 pounds in the last three weeks. kill me. it seems like whenever i put myself on a diet i just sabotage it. ugh.
ps- i have new hair