warning, cousin rant
my aunt elise and cousins brian and emily left. i like my aunt, but not my cousins. i can't figure it out. ok, maybe i can. emily is an "honors student" who says she doesn't pay attention in any of her classes and just does her homework in them. Yeah, those must be some hard honors classes.
then brian is my age, mr. wonderful. how do i know he is mr. wonderful, because everyone tells me he is. he's "smart," athletic, handsome, hardworking, bla bla bla. I can't stand him. he's so fake. maybe i am jealous of him. whenever i think of people that i want to prove to that i can succeed at life, he is at the top of my list. is this because he is mr. wonderful, and i am just a jealous bitch, or is it because he isn't mr. wonderful, and everyone who fawns over him can't see him as i see him, which is fake. stupid fake no personality, just what is cool at the moment, mr. suave, i hope he gets gonorrhea. grrrrrr. my parents, his mom, our grandparents, in fact, anyone who has ever met him likes him. but not me. what the hell.
then brian is my age, mr. wonderful. how do i know he is mr. wonderful, because everyone tells me he is. he's "smart," athletic, handsome, hardworking, bla bla bla. I can't stand him. he's so fake. maybe i am jealous of him. whenever i think of people that i want to prove to that i can succeed at life, he is at the top of my list. is this because he is mr. wonderful, and i am just a jealous bitch, or is it because he isn't mr. wonderful, and everyone who fawns over him can't see him as i see him, which is fake. stupid fake no personality, just what is cool at the moment, mr. suave, i hope he gets gonorrhea. grrrrrr. my parents, his mom, our grandparents, in fact, anyone who has ever met him likes him. but not me. what the hell.