crazy going slowly am i

[jackisaspy]

oh my gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd! jesus christ i can't take it anymore! i cannot live the next two months like this. its just... not going to happen. normally i would be totally cool with doing nothing for a wicked long time. two months of nothing is usually heaven to me. but it hasn't been two months of nothing, its been three years!! three mother fucking years! of nothing! then before that, it was twelve years of ballet, ballet and nothing, nothing and ballet! before that it was cool though because i was three and i was still mystified by the sound of people talking when i had my ear against their chest and the secret world of humphrey's dog house. i was pretty damn fond of the potholder drawer too. but jesus i've had a sleep mark on my face for two days!

save me! save me from this house! save me from nothingness! i swear to god i will even pick up the phone if you call! just saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaave me!