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I want him to feel badly. I want him to want to come back to me. I want him to beg, to realize that he made the biggest mistake of his life, i want him to feel genuinely sorry for the way that he treated someone who he said that he cared about, someone that he said that he loved. I want.... i want so badly for him to love me, the sad thing? Once you've found and lost your soulmate, it's hard to keep moving. Can soulmates make mistakes as big as this and still be forgiven? And her- i want her to fall of the face of the earth, but more than that- i want her to realize that you cannot do that to another human being unless you are of the devil. Devil. He's not sorry and she's laughing....how did i come to deserve such treatment? How?