Feb 18, 2005 11:59
Heii everiibOdy.. well nOt tOO much iis up iin mii liife... ii am back at square One... ii am stiill siinqle but nOw ii am nOt talkiinq tO anyOne. maybe iit`s fOr the best... maybe iit`s nOt.. ii just qOt tO waiit and see what happens.. ii was qiiviinq ashley adviice On hOw she needs tO lOve herself befOre she can expect sOmeOne else tO lOve her Or even liike her.. and ii thiink ii need tO take my Own adviice... as much as ii deny iit.. ii am nOt happy wiith myself & the way ii lOOk... ii dOn`t lOve myself as much as ii shOuld.. ii mean yeah ii act cOnceiited but that`s my cOver up.. ii dOn`t really liike shOwiinq peOple hOw ii feel... ii hate iit.. ii`ve been really Open these past few mOnths and ii hate iit.. ii thiink iim just qOiinq tO have tO qO back tO beiinq a priivate persOn... that`s prOlly the best that ii can dO.. well.. ii dOn`t knOw what tO say.. iim thiinkiinq abOut haviinq a 16z but iim debatiinq as tO what ii really want... ii dOn`t knOw iim just madd cOnfused.. iima qO nOw.
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