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okay so my ex gf called me tonight....drunk off her ass....asked me to go back out with her again...brought back all the memories we used have have...and now i feel like shit! How fun is that? right?
so yeah....that's about all that's happened... now it's time for a filtered entry because yeah..i'm not sharing that with ALL of livejournal. SRY guys!
here's some poems from tonight!
I am staring at the pictures and i'm about to cry
you look at me smiling wondering why
just look at them, they're soo happy
just look at them, i wish it was me.
it saddens me to see them so happy
"i just can't look at it's killing me"
as a quite from "mr brightside"
i smile, but it's hurting on the inside
these cuts you see
they're for you, from me
these cuts you see
they're my escape from reality
they're my abnormality
they're for you
my detatchment from you
my love for you
my caring for you
everything for you
for you alone
so yeah....that's about all that's happened... now it's time for a filtered entry because yeah..i'm not sharing that with ALL of livejournal. SRY guys!
here's some poems from tonight!
I am staring at the pictures and i'm about to cry
you look at me smiling wondering why
just look at them, they're soo happy
just look at them, i wish it was me.
it saddens me to see them so happy
"i just can't look at it's killing me"
as a quite from "mr brightside"
i smile, but it's hurting on the inside
these cuts you see
they're for you, from me
these cuts you see
they're my escape from reality
they're my abnormality
they're for you
my detatchment from you
my love for you
my caring for you
everything for you
for you alone