*~*I will make something of myself*~*
Hey kiddos! Well I must say that the days have been shitty. I have come to the conclusion after many breakdowns and anxiety attacks that Im done. I absolutely can not live like that cuz its not fair to the ppl around me especially to the few that do care. Its not fair for them to be worryin about me all the time and its just plain and simple not healthy for me. Im goin to start worryin about myself and not givin a shit what other ppl think. I definitly have been tellin ppl whats on my mind and not holdin back so if u need some truth in your life come to me and I'll let u know how it is. But back to updatin!
Friday was finally the end of the week! Kristen and I hit up the Loben concert which was (as always) AWESOME! I love those guys soo much! I was definity talkin to Beau (lead singer) and he told me that I could just ride with them in the bus when they went to Michigan and Cleveland lol. Yeah then I came home and FINALLY put my Paris trip on a video tape. Man that made me miss my McD sooo freakin much! Definitly goin to have to get the hookup wit her in the comin weekends!
Saturday I didnt get out of bed til like 1pm! I was real excited I slept in cuz I needed to catch up on some major sleep. Had to be to work by 3 which didnt happen cuz I was tryin to do too many things b4 hand and *blah* I just ended up being late....end of story! The day at work wasnt too bad I guess besides the fact that I had the bitchy manager *grrr* Sam Ewers came in tho and I havent seen her since graduation. I miss her and Shannon so much! I also saw Cody (HOTTIE) and definitly a group of hott guys wit him lol. Got off at close and came home and watched Shrek 2! HOLLA!!! Very cute movie...
Sunday I went up to uncles to finally get my car fixed or at least find out whats wrong wit it! Turns out that neither one of those things happened at all. He had it hooked up to the lil code reader thing and it definity didn't read any codes so he put new transmission fluid in my car thinkin that might reset the light and whata know it didnt! But I shorely did have a nail in my tire so he fixed that one for me and I guess hes goin to call some ppl to figure out what the heck is goin on and hopefully it will get fixed b4 I have to go up to Toledo. Sunday night consisted of comin home to work on my freakin French powerpoint all night.
Today was a total blah day since I had to be to school at 7 and I didnt get up til 6:30...yeah definitly a Monday! I was all wacked out tho like thru lunch til the end of the day...yeah Kristen knows what Im talkin about lol! Tonight I went out to dinner wit my aunt and mom and we went "shopping". I got this cute pink shirt that says "girls just wanna have fun" and i got this really cute pink skirt from Wal-Mart on the CLEARANCE rack!! Its really too cold to be wearin it but I'll probably wear it tomorrow anyway lol.
So addin on to what I said early...I have thinkin about graduating early and going to college out of state. I want to get out of here so bad its not funny. At first I was all about stayin here and going to OSU but anymore just the thought of Ohio and all of the memories makes me sick to my stomach. I want to start over sumwhere new and make myself a new life. I dont want to have to worry about other shit anymore.....all I wanna and need to worry about is myself and the ppl that are really close to me. I just hope that one day someone realizes what they are doin and how they treated me...the only thing is it will be too late and you will be the one that fucked up not me...
Friday was finally the end of the week! Kristen and I hit up the Loben concert which was (as always) AWESOME! I love those guys soo much! I was definity talkin to Beau (lead singer) and he told me that I could just ride with them in the bus when they went to Michigan and Cleveland lol. Yeah then I came home and FINALLY put my Paris trip on a video tape. Man that made me miss my McD sooo freakin much! Definitly goin to have to get the hookup wit her in the comin weekends!
Saturday I didnt get out of bed til like 1pm! I was real excited I slept in cuz I needed to catch up on some major sleep. Had to be to work by 3 which didnt happen cuz I was tryin to do too many things b4 hand and *blah* I just ended up being late....end of story! The day at work wasnt too bad I guess besides the fact that I had the bitchy manager *grrr* Sam Ewers came in tho and I havent seen her since graduation. I miss her and Shannon so much! I also saw Cody (HOTTIE) and definitly a group of hott guys wit him lol. Got off at close and came home and watched Shrek 2! HOLLA!!! Very cute movie...
Sunday I went up to uncles to finally get my car fixed or at least find out whats wrong wit it! Turns out that neither one of those things happened at all. He had it hooked up to the lil code reader thing and it definity didn't read any codes so he put new transmission fluid in my car thinkin that might reset the light and whata know it didnt! But I shorely did have a nail in my tire so he fixed that one for me and I guess hes goin to call some ppl to figure out what the heck is goin on and hopefully it will get fixed b4 I have to go up to Toledo. Sunday night consisted of comin home to work on my freakin French powerpoint all night.
Today was a total blah day since I had to be to school at 7 and I didnt get up til 6:30...yeah definitly a Monday! I was all wacked out tho like thru lunch til the end of the day...yeah Kristen knows what Im talkin about lol! Tonight I went out to dinner wit my aunt and mom and we went "shopping". I got this cute pink shirt that says "girls just wanna have fun" and i got this really cute pink skirt from Wal-Mart on the CLEARANCE rack!! Its really too cold to be wearin it but I'll probably wear it tomorrow anyway lol.
So addin on to what I said early...I have thinkin about graduating early and going to college out of state. I want to get out of here so bad its not funny. At first I was all about stayin here and going to OSU but anymore just the thought of Ohio and all of the memories makes me sick to my stomach. I want to start over sumwhere new and make myself a new life. I dont want to have to worry about other shit anymore.....all I wanna and need to worry about is myself and the ppl that are really close to me. I just hope that one day someone realizes what they are doin and how they treated me...the only thing is it will be too late and you will be the one that fucked up not me...