*~*9-30*~*
Hey kiddos! Monday was an ok day if I member right....Only the guard and drumline had practice after school and the winds had a choice! CRACKERS! It was fun tho cuz I felt like we got a lot better and there werent as many ppl there.
Tuesday was a horrible day....Everything that could possibly go wrong did and everytime I tried to make something better it just got worse and so I ended up breakin down...I didnt go to practice I came home and tried to concentrate on the shit load of h/w I had but that didnt work either....I just dunno what to do anymore. Ive been doin real good this past month or so and all the sudden its come back and hit me plus everything else on top of it just makes it worse and so im stressin and depressed....not a good combo....
Today was LATE START! HOLLA!!! That just started my day off great right there! I had a fairly good day today. It was definitly better than yesterday but it still wasnt right. I felt like something was missing....Practice after school was a good one cuz I was energized and tryin to make ppl laugh so that time would fly by and it did! :) After practice was kind of bad even tho we'll let that one go cuz your just stupid! But Jay, Kirsten, Joe, Katie, and I were all in the conference room in the library practicin for our lil play thing for English tomorrow. Its goin to be sweet! Joe is playin Jesus, Im Anne Sullivan, Jays Albert Einstein (hes got an old man mask), Katies the one teacher who had sex with her 14 year old student and just got out of jail for it lol, and Kristen is Ms. O! We sure were crackin up the boys that worked there tho! Katie and Kristen kept tryin to get the hookup and it was funny stuff! Well tonight I dont have any h/w (well anything important lol) so heres a survey I took from Liz!
THE LAST TIME
SHOWERED: this morning
HAD SEX: man...lol
HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: tonight was fun but probably on the bus Saturday lol
WHAT IS
YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: my lucky underwear....wait i think i threw those away cuz last time i wore them summin really bad happened :(
PERSON YOU HATE MOST: oh geese....there are a couple of ppl i just cant stand but they arent comin to mind lol
PLACE TO GO WIH YOUR HONEY: well i dont have a hunny anymore but my favorite place was our room cuz no1 could bother us and it was quiet and we could just talk (u guyz were thinkin summin naughty lol)
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Ry, Randi Kay, RaNeisha
MAKES YOU SMILE: my true friends! :)
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: still him...
HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: i wish him....
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: i dont think i would call it a crush lol
CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: layin in bed for a really long time listenin to music
HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: idk thats a toughy cuz there are pros and cons for both! guys shore dont have pms but they have to put up with us when we do lol
DO YOU EVER
SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: sometimes i wait for a certain call but i dont just chill there waitin for a call lol
SAVE AIM CONVERSATIONS: or print em lol but they have to be special
SAVE E-MAILS: yeah havent done it in awhile tho lol
WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: god...right now especially
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: not really
CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: oh yeah
HAVE YOU
Fallen for your best friend?: no
Made out w/ JUST a friend?: no
Been rejected?: yeah....
Been in love?: still am...
Been in lust?: sure?
Used someone?: nope!
Been used?: probably
Cheated on someone?: yeah thats definitly summin i dont do
Been cheated on?: who knows...probably but i dont know about any
Been kissed?: yeah lol
Done something you regret?: i can think of many... :(
Who was the last person
You touched?: Joe?
You talked to?: momma
You hugged?: oh man...its been awhile since ive gotten a hug :(
You instant messaged?: Randi Kay
You kissed?: um....probably Joe lol
You had sex with?: ....im pure! right jay lol
You yelled at?: probably the guard lol
You laughed with: Joe, Kristen, Jay, Katie
Who broke your heart?: Ryan David
Who told you they loved you?: Ry....
I see: my puter screen?
I need: his understanding...
I want: everything to go away
I have: goosebumps!
I wish: life would go back to the way it was a year ago....when things were good....
I love: him....
I hate: life...
I miss: him....
I fear: the up coming months/year
I feel: depressed....
I hear: YELLOWCARD! *yay*
I smell: cherry chapstick
I wonder: if things will ever change
Who Do You Think Of When you Hear These Names:
Shawn/Sean: annoying kid in first period!
Steve: our show designer lol
Pat: PATTY! :)
Bobby: ry's step-bro lol
Jessica: Wyandot Lake...dunno y tho lol
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
Cried: yeah...more than once :(
Bought Something: heck yeah i gotta eat!
Gotten Sick: yeah *blah*
Sang: YELLOWCARD!
Said I Love You: yeah....they just didnt hear me...
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: yea...
Moved On: sumtimes wish i could
Had A Serious Talk: not really....a talk i wanted to have tho :)
Had a lot of sleep: heck no its the last week of band....whats sleep!?
What is your favorite line of any song? "I feel wonderful because I see the love light in your eyes, and the wonder of it all is that you just dont realize how much I love you"
Last Person Who.........................
.x. Slept in your bed ? moi...besides that probably a long time ago and that would be ry
.x. Saw you cry ? mommy or rose
x. Made you cry? him....
.x. Spent the night at your house? Amber
.x. You went to the movies with ? Randi Kay!
.x. You went to the mall with ? moi....i work there! :)
.x. Yelled at you? ry....
.x. Sent you an e-mail ? Joe!
Have Your Ever.........................
.x. Said "I love you" ? yeah
.x. Been to New York? no
.x. Been to Florida? yup
.x. California? ? nope
.x. hawaii? - nope
.x. Japan? ? no
.x. China? ? no
.x. Canada? nope
.x. Danced naked ? would have to say that i havent lol
.x. Dreamed something? yup
Pick One...............
.x. Apples or bananas? apples
.x. Red or blue? Blue
.x. Walmart or Kmart? walmart!
.x. Math or English? definitly math
.x. radio or CD? CD
.x. drawing or painting? coloring lol
.x. High school or college? havent been to college yet but i have a feelin that one is goin to be a better pick
The Last Few Questions..............
.x. Last time you went out of the state? um....BOA last year
.x. Lucky number - 8
.x. Weirdest thing about you? idk u tell me lol
.x. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no.....
.x. What book are you reading now? none
.x. What's on your mouse pad? laptop baby
.x. Favorite board game? monopoly fo sho!
.x. Favorite magazine? Cosmo Girl
.x. Favorite sound? his voice....
.x. Worst feeling in the world? being in love and gettin your heart broken
.x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? is the day over yet...
.x. Do you like scary or exciting roller coasters? both
.x. Future daughter's name? havent really thought about it
.x. Future son's name? ^^^
.x. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yeah...
.x. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? probably get some gloves cuz its freezin in my room lol
.x. What was the last food you ate? mommys homemade cheesy potato soup! *yummy*
.x. Are you bored? kind of tired
.x. How many buddies are on? hardly any1! whats the deal tonight guys?! 7 girls, 6 guys, and 2 family
.x. Last movie you saw? Passion of the Christ
x. Three things you are often complimented for: hair, and u name the other 2 lol
x. You get embarrassed when: idk...its hardly to embarass me these days then it use to be lol
x. What upsets you: boys....
x. You keep a diary: this lol
x. You like to cook: i like to bake more than cook
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: nope cuz i tell a certain sum1 everything...
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: 5 min
x. You bite your fingernails: no!
x. You believe in love: yeah....
Who is........................
x. The sexiest person of the opposite sex: lol u know!
x. The weirdest person you know: i know a lot of them lol
x. The loudest person you know: RaNeisha!
x. Your close friends: Liz, and u know the rest lol
x. The person that knows the most about you: Liz, Ry
What is.................................
x. Your most overused phrase on IM: lol
x Last image/thought you go to sleep with: him....
x. Your best feature: idk...ive changed as a person totally so u tell me! IM NEW AND IMPROVED LOL
x. Inside joke: oh geez! i have tons!
x. Have a (any) crush (es): if thats what u wanna call it...
x. Take a shower everyday: heck yeah!
x. Think you've been in love: no! (sarcastically)
x. Want to get married: yup
x. Have any tattoos/where?: nope...i want to kind of but i dont like the whole needle idea....
x. Piercing/where?: ears and belly
Tuesday was a horrible day....Everything that could possibly go wrong did and everytime I tried to make something better it just got worse and so I ended up breakin down...I didnt go to practice I came home and tried to concentrate on the shit load of h/w I had but that didnt work either....I just dunno what to do anymore. Ive been doin real good this past month or so and all the sudden its come back and hit me plus everything else on top of it just makes it worse and so im stressin and depressed....not a good combo....
Today was LATE START! HOLLA!!! That just started my day off great right there! I had a fairly good day today. It was definitly better than yesterday but it still wasnt right. I felt like something was missing....Practice after school was a good one cuz I was energized and tryin to make ppl laugh so that time would fly by and it did! :) After practice was kind of bad even tho we'll let that one go cuz your just stupid! But Jay, Kirsten, Joe, Katie, and I were all in the conference room in the library practicin for our lil play thing for English tomorrow. Its goin to be sweet! Joe is playin Jesus, Im Anne Sullivan, Jays Albert Einstein (hes got an old man mask), Katies the one teacher who had sex with her 14 year old student and just got out of jail for it lol, and Kristen is Ms. O! We sure were crackin up the boys that worked there tho! Katie and Kristen kept tryin to get the hookup and it was funny stuff! Well tonight I dont have any h/w (well anything important lol) so heres a survey I took from Liz!
THE LAST TIME
SHOWERED: this morning
HAD SEX: man...lol
HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX: tonight was fun but probably on the bus Saturday lol
WHAT IS
YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM: my lucky underwear....wait i think i threw those away cuz last time i wore them summin really bad happened :(
PERSON YOU HATE MOST: oh geese....there are a couple of ppl i just cant stand but they arent comin to mind lol
PLACE TO GO WIH YOUR HONEY: well i dont have a hunny anymore but my favorite place was our room cuz no1 could bother us and it was quiet and we could just talk (u guyz were thinkin summin naughty lol)
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Ry, Randi Kay, RaNeisha
MAKES YOU SMILE: my true friends! :)
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: still him...
HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: i wish him....
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: i dont think i would call it a crush lol
CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER NO MATTER WHAT: layin in bed for a really long time listenin to music
HAS IT EASIER GUYS OR GIRLS: idk thats a toughy cuz there are pros and cons for both! guys shore dont have pms but they have to put up with us when we do lol
DO YOU EVER
SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL NIGHT: sometimes i wait for a certain call but i dont just chill there waitin for a call lol
SAVE AIM CONVERSATIONS: or print em lol but they have to be special
SAVE E-MAILS: yeah havent done it in awhile tho lol
WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: god...right now especially
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: not really
CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORDS: oh yeah
HAVE YOU
Fallen for your best friend?: no
Made out w/ JUST a friend?: no
Been rejected?: yeah....
Been in love?: still am...
Been in lust?: sure?
Used someone?: nope!
Been used?: probably
Cheated on someone?: yeah thats definitly summin i dont do
Been cheated on?: who knows...probably but i dont know about any
Been kissed?: yeah lol
Done something you regret?: i can think of many... :(
Who was the last person
You touched?: Joe?
You talked to?: momma
You hugged?: oh man...its been awhile since ive gotten a hug :(
You instant messaged?: Randi Kay
You kissed?: um....probably Joe lol
You had sex with?: ....im pure! right jay lol
You yelled at?: probably the guard lol
You laughed with: Joe, Kristen, Jay, Katie
Who broke your heart?: Ryan David
Who told you they loved you?: Ry....
I see: my puter screen?
I need: his understanding...
I want: everything to go away
I have: goosebumps!
I wish: life would go back to the way it was a year ago....when things were good....
I love: him....
I hate: life...
I miss: him....
I fear: the up coming months/year
I feel: depressed....
I hear: YELLOWCARD! *yay*
I smell: cherry chapstick
I wonder: if things will ever change
Who Do You Think Of When you Hear These Names:
Shawn/Sean: annoying kid in first period!
Steve: our show designer lol
Pat: PATTY! :)
Bobby: ry's step-bro lol
Jessica: Wyandot Lake...dunno y tho lol
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
Cried: yeah...more than once :(
Bought Something: heck yeah i gotta eat!
Gotten Sick: yeah *blah*
Sang: YELLOWCARD!
Said I Love You: yeah....they just didnt hear me...
Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: yea...
Moved On: sumtimes wish i could
Had A Serious Talk: not really....a talk i wanted to have tho :)
Had a lot of sleep: heck no its the last week of band....whats sleep!?
What is your favorite line of any song? "I feel wonderful because I see the love light in your eyes, and the wonder of it all is that you just dont realize how much I love you"
Last Person Who.........................
.x. Slept in your bed ? moi...besides that probably a long time ago and that would be ry
.x. Saw you cry ? mommy or rose
x. Made you cry? him....
.x. Spent the night at your house? Amber
.x. You went to the movies with ? Randi Kay!
.x. You went to the mall with ? moi....i work there! :)
.x. Yelled at you? ry....
.x. Sent you an e-mail ? Joe!
Have Your Ever.........................
.x. Said "I love you" ? yeah
.x. Been to New York? no
.x. Been to Florida? yup
.x. California? ? nope
.x. hawaii? - nope
.x. Japan? ? no
.x. China? ? no
.x. Canada? nope
.x. Danced naked ? would have to say that i havent lol
.x. Dreamed something? yup
Pick One...............
.x. Apples or bananas? apples
.x. Red or blue? Blue
.x. Walmart or Kmart? walmart!
.x. Math or English? definitly math
.x. radio or CD? CD
.x. drawing or painting? coloring lol
.x. High school or college? havent been to college yet but i have a feelin that one is goin to be a better pick
The Last Few Questions..............
.x. Last time you went out of the state? um....BOA last year
.x. Lucky number - 8
.x. Weirdest thing about you? idk u tell me lol
.x. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no.....
.x. What book are you reading now? none
.x. What's on your mouse pad? laptop baby
.x. Favorite board game? monopoly fo sho!
.x. Favorite magazine? Cosmo Girl
.x. Favorite sound? his voice....
.x. Worst feeling in the world? being in love and gettin your heart broken
.x. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? is the day over yet...
.x. Do you like scary or exciting roller coasters? both
.x. Future daughter's name? havent really thought about it
.x. Future son's name? ^^^
.x. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
.x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yeah...
.x. What are you going to do after you finish this survey? probably get some gloves cuz its freezin in my room lol
.x. What was the last food you ate? mommys homemade cheesy potato soup! *yummy*
.x. Are you bored? kind of tired
.x. How many buddies are on? hardly any1! whats the deal tonight guys?! 7 girls, 6 guys, and 2 family
.x. Last movie you saw? Passion of the Christ
x. Three things you are often complimented for: hair, and u name the other 2 lol
x. You get embarrassed when: idk...its hardly to embarass me these days then it use to be lol
x. What upsets you: boys....
x. You keep a diary: this lol
x. You like to cook: i like to bake more than cook
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: nope cuz i tell a certain sum1 everything...
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: 5 min
x. You bite your fingernails: no!
x. You believe in love: yeah....
Who is........................
x. The sexiest person of the opposite sex: lol u know!
x. The weirdest person you know: i know a lot of them lol
x. The loudest person you know: RaNeisha!
x. Your close friends: Liz, and u know the rest lol
x. The person that knows the most about you: Liz, Ry
What is.................................
x. Your most overused phrase on IM: lol
x Last image/thought you go to sleep with: him....
x. Your best feature: idk...ive changed as a person totally so u tell me! IM NEW AND IMPROVED LOL
x. Inside joke: oh geez! i have tons!
x. Have a (any) crush (es): if thats what u wanna call it...
x. Take a shower everyday: heck yeah!
x. Think you've been in love: no! (sarcastically)
x. Want to get married: yup
x. Have any tattoos/where?: nope...i want to kind of but i dont like the whole needle idea....
x. Piercing/where?: ears and belly