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Hey kiddos! Well Saturday night I ended up runnin to Kroger for my momma cuz the poor thing is really sick! Went to Blockbuster and got Man on Fire w/Denzel Washington. GOOD MOVIE! I cried like 3 times lol! I love Denzel tho cuz hes just that good! Then just sat around and tried to get my laptop to start workin again cuz Im sick of usin my moms puter. I ended up gettin it to quit makin the funny noise but I still need a new battery....
Sunday I got up and WENT TO CHURCH! Yeah Im glad I went too cuz it made me feel good and plus I saw Mr. Kenny Gottke!! I love that kid and havent seen him in forever! I also saw Jay, Molly, and Peter! Came home and did some laundry/cleanin of the room. Yeah cleanin my room took me the whole freakin day! Amber and RaNeisha u guyz have sumwhere to crash next time u come lol! I took my sis to get a halloween costume and shes goin to be a dead prom queen lol! Yeah she wants to go wit Ry's lil stepbro too cuz she still likes him lol....long story! But yeah the rest of last night was spent thinking and tryin to do homework...
Today wasnt too bad of a day. Ms. O's class was the best as usual! The group Im in (Krupa, Jay, Joe, Kristen, Katie) was out in the hall the whole period and we were just screwin around and not doin shit when we were really suppose to be workin on our like play thing for tomorrow....yeah were just goin to wing it lol! I had therapy wit Jeff tonight...no Anthony :(... Tonight I plan on doin all my IDs so I dont have to worry about them later on in the week when I have no time at all to do em....
*So its been 3 months (yesterday) and its all still there...one would think that the feelin might have disappeared a lil but its ALL still there. I need a change wether it be to get back together or some1 new...love hurts and I wish I could change things. Some1 has opened up my eyes on things and you cant dwell on the past and keep wishin u could change what happened but I must look into the future and see what I can do to make things better. I have had a really positive outlook on life lately and I feel myself becoming a better person. Before I use to bitch all the time (thanks Ry) and didnt even really notice it or even when other ppl did it but now when sum1 bitches about summin then I just want to shoot them cuz its sooooo annoying! I can tell that I dont do hardly anymore and I can just feel myself becoming a better person all around. I seem to be happier more often when Im not thinkin about him anyways...I just hope that if he is Mr. Right then he will come back soon...*
Sunday I got up and WENT TO CHURCH! Yeah Im glad I went too cuz it made me feel good and plus I saw Mr. Kenny Gottke!! I love that kid and havent seen him in forever! I also saw Jay, Molly, and Peter! Came home and did some laundry/cleanin of the room. Yeah cleanin my room took me the whole freakin day! Amber and RaNeisha u guyz have sumwhere to crash next time u come lol! I took my sis to get a halloween costume and shes goin to be a dead prom queen lol! Yeah she wants to go wit Ry's lil stepbro too cuz she still likes him lol....long story! But yeah the rest of last night was spent thinking and tryin to do homework...
Today wasnt too bad of a day. Ms. O's class was the best as usual! The group Im in (Krupa, Jay, Joe, Kristen, Katie) was out in the hall the whole period and we were just screwin around and not doin shit when we were really suppose to be workin on our like play thing for tomorrow....yeah were just goin to wing it lol! I had therapy wit Jeff tonight...no Anthony :(... Tonight I plan on doin all my IDs so I dont have to worry about them later on in the week when I have no time at all to do em....
*So its been 3 months (yesterday) and its all still there...one would think that the feelin might have disappeared a lil but its ALL still there. I need a change wether it be to get back together or some1 new...love hurts and I wish I could change things. Some1 has opened up my eyes on things and you cant dwell on the past and keep wishin u could change what happened but I must look into the future and see what I can do to make things better. I have had a really positive outlook on life lately and I feel myself becoming a better person. Before I use to bitch all the time (thanks Ry) and didnt even really notice it or even when other ppl did it but now when sum1 bitches about summin then I just want to shoot them cuz its sooooo annoying! I can tell that I dont do hardly anymore and I can just feel myself becoming a better person all around. I seem to be happier more often when Im not thinkin about him anyways...I just hope that if he is Mr. Right then he will come back soon...*