Sep 21, 2004 21:41
U guyz lovin my new background?! Well its one of my favoritest pics and its of me and Liz! Bet u didnt guess that one! Anyway today is Rys 17th finally! So Happy Birthday to u baby! I hope that your day was great! :)
So yesterday wuznt too bad I guess. I can tell that this week isnt goin to match up to last week at all. Im tryin to make the best out of it but it just seems like everything that could go wrong is. Im not goin to sit here and bitch about it cuz thats not what I do anymore lol but yeah if I come off as a bitch this week then Im sry! I really dont mean it! Today was school and practice and yeah practice was bad cuz every1 was being lazy and we were all tired so we were gettin yelled at all the time and yeah not fun!
I really dont have much to say cuz my life is boring and I just ramble on but yeah I miss u McD and Liz!
This weekend is goin to be so much fun! We have a home game Friday so that means no bus rides (thank god!) and then Saturday is going to be a day spent with the gurls! Hopefully Saturday will get me back to myself cuz right now idk what it is but Im not here. I cant think straight and everything that has ever happened in my life is running thru my head. Its so hard for me to concentrate on things cuz of what Im thinkin about elsewhere. I dont want this year to end but maybe when it does things will get better and some things will change in my life. I need the change but Im so scared...