but baby its collld outside
I hate the matter of devotion. The fact you can love only one person for the rest of your existance. Someone who might as well be a stranger to you now. Driven mad over my emotional wasteland. Thats all I am anymore. I hold solace in nobody. You are the only one that still posesses the soul I need and I can never genuinely look at anyone else and not see through them. Right through them. What do you do when that happens? How do you move on from something like this. Hopefully Boston will hold a new life for me. Hopefully. Its all about getting away. I plan on telling you that. The circumstances of my life are eating me alive.
Im choking
Every time i close my eyes im thrown back into the past
my only sweet daydreams are you of you
but then I close them again only to realize my nightmare has been manifested and i ruined myself
and now we look at each other the same way we used to
in high school
where confusion and uncertainty and inexperience lead the way
I dont want you
i want to get out
distraction
thats all i ever wanted
because love eats people whole
and no matter what
someone gets hurt
it just so happens that I'm the only sacrifice you're willing to make
Is there any escape?
ever?
the more i fall upward or downward the more i feel like im just falling. NOTHING good can come of this
dont you know that too?
because i know, when you close your eyes and you think deep into misery and humiliation you see us
both of us
drunk and staggering
but the scariest thing of all was you
because you were all there
your halo's slipping
down
Im choking
Every time i close my eyes im thrown back into the past
my only sweet daydreams are you of you
but then I close them again only to realize my nightmare has been manifested and i ruined myself
and now we look at each other the same way we used to
in high school
where confusion and uncertainty and inexperience lead the way
I dont want you
i want to get out
distraction
thats all i ever wanted
because love eats people whole
and no matter what
someone gets hurt
it just so happens that I'm the only sacrifice you're willing to make
Is there any escape?
ever?
the more i fall upward or downward the more i feel like im just falling. NOTHING good can come of this
dont you know that too?
because i know, when you close your eyes and you think deep into misery and humiliation you see us
both of us
drunk and staggering
but the scariest thing of all was you
because you were all there
your halo's slipping
down