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so tonight was the worst night of my life.
this weekend was the worst weekend of my life.
you'd think itd be a little bit harder to get ditched twice.
yeah erin, parents suck, but you have no idea.
so mine just told me that i cant go to warped tour.
after all this time, he just "changed his mind".
i felt like such a brat too, cuz on the way home, just everything built up tonight, i just started crying, and my dad saw me, and felt really bad.
which in part is what i wanted, but i always feel like such a stupid daughter whenever i make my parents feel bad.
now he's like, trying to check into it.
but i'm not gonna go.
i dono why i got my hopes up in the first place.
nothing ever happens.
and now he's like, "so what do you want to do tomoro...we could go to luray caverns? we could go to the dulles af museum?" oh yeah. thats EXACTLY what i want to do.
frankly, all i want to do is get away.
i hate this place.
i hate these people.
(except my brother, i love him so much. i was upset int eh car, and he doesnt look, but he starts talking to me, and then when he see's me, he does that little zips lip and throws away the key. it was really cute it actually made me giggle. and thouse are the best giggles is when they're through tears)
happy fucking fourth of july.
i hope yours was better than mine.
"PmPin Aint EZ 11 (10:33:53 PM): <3 our big night was ruined" how is it one person can change your whole emotion in one sentence. sigh
this weekend was the worst weekend of my life.
you'd think itd be a little bit harder to get ditched twice.
yeah erin, parents suck, but you have no idea.
so mine just told me that i cant go to warped tour.
after all this time, he just "changed his mind".
i felt like such a brat too, cuz on the way home, just everything built up tonight, i just started crying, and my dad saw me, and felt really bad.
which in part is what i wanted, but i always feel like such a stupid daughter whenever i make my parents feel bad.
now he's like, trying to check into it.
but i'm not gonna go.
i dono why i got my hopes up in the first place.
nothing ever happens.
and now he's like, "so what do you want to do tomoro...we could go to luray caverns? we could go to the dulles af museum?" oh yeah. thats EXACTLY what i want to do.
frankly, all i want to do is get away.
i hate this place.
i hate these people.
(except my brother, i love him so much. i was upset int eh car, and he doesnt look, but he starts talking to me, and then when he see's me, he does that little zips lip and throws away the key. it was really cute it actually made me giggle. and thouse are the best giggles is when they're through tears)
happy fucking fourth of july.
i hope yours was better than mine.
"PmPin Aint EZ 11 (10:33:53 PM): <3 our big night was ruined" how is it one person can change your whole emotion in one sentence. sigh