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so do you ever wonder why life sucks ass sometimes? i happen to wonder about that all the time. today, life sucked a lot, just due to the fact that everythign kind of hit me at once and there are a lot of things that i am unhappy with, and the things that do make me happy arent in arms reach. i wish i could do soemthing, right now, but i dont know what to do. i feel like i push away whats good to me in life just to be an idiot. anyway, this song is damn good.
the other day, i bought $50 worth of candles, and i felt a little twinge of guilt but not so much. those candles make me smile and i like to do that.
i miss people more and more, everyday, everyone that i dont see i miss, sad jackie. oh well.
work was decent, i like being on register, perhaps its the jew in me, but maybe its the lazy. i think thats more likely.
today i downloaded 5 widgets, they are addicted like cocaine and tattoos.
tomorrow i might be doing something with my firend, but lets just see if he calls, it might be fun. i hope he calls, i need fun.
I think i should just go to sleep, sleep makes everythign better, usually,
goodnight.
goooooodnight,
the other day, i bought $50 worth of candles, and i felt a little twinge of guilt but not so much. those candles make me smile and i like to do that.
i miss people more and more, everyday, everyone that i dont see i miss, sad jackie. oh well.
work was decent, i like being on register, perhaps its the jew in me, but maybe its the lazy. i think thats more likely.
today i downloaded 5 widgets, they are addicted like cocaine and tattoos.
tomorrow i might be doing something with my firend, but lets just see if he calls, it might be fun. i hope he calls, i need fun.
I think i should just go to sleep, sleep makes everythign better, usually,
goodnight.
goooooodnight,