May 10, 2004 19:05
Hello. Another day.....that jackie lives. Hahaha o well. Today was ummm......cool.....but it would have been better if Danny wasnt mad at me. My soul would have been freeier. Tehehe. Man so much drama. Glad it wasnt revolved around me though (whoo) It sux for the people that created rumors or are in the middle of them....(GOD HIGH SCHOOL IS SO OVER RATED)I dont know what to do about stephanie....i mean iv been friends with her for so long....so i dont know if thats what should be making me want to stay friends with her....or just make me madder. I just dont know. Im triyng. Im so confused. I feel like NO ONE CARES aboue me. My best friend mandie is always with her boy friend. I mean i know shes there to talk too but.....ah......the guy i like....i dont know....i think that just. OVER. and theres no one....but me all alone. But im trying to smile. Its all i keep telling my self....."jackie keep smiling" I mean why shouldnt i>? I have a good family....and for the friends i do have...there all great. Haha i guees i actually will be ok. Yes i will.
I LOVE KELLIE!!!! MISS YOU BIATCH,