Jan 22, 2007 22:39
I just don't know what to say in here anymore.
Everyday I feel my eyes show me more and more of what life really is. The result? Everyday I'm more angry and bitter then the day before. I don't want to feel this way, but right now.. I do. People can be so thoughtless and spiteful. There are about a handful of individuals who have my utmost respect and love. I give everyone the opportunity to show me who they are, so why is it that so often more people show me they are worthless and don't give a shit? I am through wasting my time.
As far as I go, I still need to come to a conclusion about what I want to do with my life.. I don't know why this is so difficult, but this isn't the easiest decision to make.... blech