Well well well...
I hate hate hate to complain.. and I really don't want every entry I post to be negative, because that is NOT me... but let me get my frustration out before I begin...
I cannot stand women. I know, I am not fond of my own kind, but I can't stand the catty attitudes some women have. Could you believe my co-workers made up a story that I changed my breaks 2 weeks ago because I don't like Dijana anymore? Dijana being my closest friend at work. I changed my breaks because I was taking them with her and she gets there before me and leaves before me. So by the end of the day, I'd be sitting for 3 hours without a break. Before I even considered changing them, I told Dijana that I was thinking about it and I even gave her a list of when I was going. She took one look at the list and said, "I can't go at those times." So I told her I was sorry, but I needed to rework them because my work was suffering. Now, despite the fact that Dijana is the most nosy, gossipy and sometimes painfully boring person I know, she IS a good friend.. even if I do go out of my way for her and I don't get that so much in return, it doesn't matter. I am who I am and she is who she is and I respect that... BUT I wouldn't put it past her if SHE was the source of this rumor spreading since she seemed slightly bitter during the first week of my breaks changing. Yes, I do sound a little bitter myself, but this whole scenario has made me look at things for what they are and all I can do is be me and just let the bitches talk.. ;)
So aside from my frustration, I am deeply saddened by Steve Irwin's awkward death. And do not critize me and say that their are other things I should be concerned with, because more so then other people my age, I'm quite informed about what is going on around this world. For me, I just feel that their are other people in this world who we could do without rather then someone who may have seemed crazy, but only wanted good things for the people and animals of this world. I just have to believe all of the good people in this world who pass on can only go to a much better place. I just feel so horrible for his wife and kids. His daughter is absolutely the cutest little girl ever. What an accident..
I'm doing well... making strides to better my life. My family keeps asking me if I am married yet or getting married. Um.. nope not quite there yet. And to be honest, everyday my opinion about marriage seems to get worse and worse. But in time, I think I will be in a better place and who knows what will happen down the road. I can tell you I am certainly not rushing. My degree is far more important right now. For once, I'm glad I don't have to worry about anyone but myself.
It's late.... I should be asleep. I'm going to the other coast to spend time with family this weekend. Lets hope my beast of a car makes it there.
I cannot stand women. I know, I am not fond of my own kind, but I can't stand the catty attitudes some women have. Could you believe my co-workers made up a story that I changed my breaks 2 weeks ago because I don't like Dijana anymore? Dijana being my closest friend at work. I changed my breaks because I was taking them with her and she gets there before me and leaves before me. So by the end of the day, I'd be sitting for 3 hours without a break. Before I even considered changing them, I told Dijana that I was thinking about it and I even gave her a list of when I was going. She took one look at the list and said, "I can't go at those times." So I told her I was sorry, but I needed to rework them because my work was suffering. Now, despite the fact that Dijana is the most nosy, gossipy and sometimes painfully boring person I know, she IS a good friend.. even if I do go out of my way for her and I don't get that so much in return, it doesn't matter. I am who I am and she is who she is and I respect that... BUT I wouldn't put it past her if SHE was the source of this rumor spreading since she seemed slightly bitter during the first week of my breaks changing. Yes, I do sound a little bitter myself, but this whole scenario has made me look at things for what they are and all I can do is be me and just let the bitches talk.. ;)
So aside from my frustration, I am deeply saddened by Steve Irwin's awkward death. And do not critize me and say that their are other things I should be concerned with, because more so then other people my age, I'm quite informed about what is going on around this world. For me, I just feel that their are other people in this world who we could do without rather then someone who may have seemed crazy, but only wanted good things for the people and animals of this world. I just have to believe all of the good people in this world who pass on can only go to a much better place. I just feel so horrible for his wife and kids. His daughter is absolutely the cutest little girl ever. What an accident..
I'm doing well... making strides to better my life. My family keeps asking me if I am married yet or getting married. Um.. nope not quite there yet. And to be honest, everyday my opinion about marriage seems to get worse and worse. But in time, I think I will be in a better place and who knows what will happen down the road. I can tell you I am certainly not rushing. My degree is far more important right now. For once, I'm glad I don't have to worry about anyone but myself.
It's late.... I should be asleep. I'm going to the other coast to spend time with family this weekend. Lets hope my beast of a car makes it there.