Is it just me or am I all on my own again?
Right now my life is so humorous... I try to just laugh it off, but this depression thing is starting to really sink in..
I was supposed to drive to the other coast to see my dad and my grandfather, but I just didn't feel like it. It wouldn't of made our situation any better and I would've just come home more upset. Of course, I feel horribly guilty for not going.. But I keep reminding myself that this is what he wants.
So I neglected to do anything important today and I spent the evening with Jean Paul. We went to the store and picked up some stuff to make a dinner with. We had salads, Caprese pasta (pasta with fresh tomatoes, basil and mozzarella cheese) and brownies with nutella and marshmallow cream for dessert. It all came out so yummy, especially dessert, but by then my head was swimming from all the wine I'd consumed. I ate my entire dessert though.. It was amazingly delicious. We start working out together on Monday, so we were allowed. We watched The Village because I had never seen it. I actually really enjoyed it despite what I'd heard about it. After my buzz wore off I headed home. Jean Paul's adorable mutt puppy Beau was humping me all night.. I guess I can't help it.. I even attract the dogs.. And on that note, I am feeling very used at the moment. I am not fond of the opposite sex any more... When have they done anything good for me? I'm just tired of it all...
Oh, and I'm considering volunteering with the peace corps...
Goodnight everyone..
I was supposed to drive to the other coast to see my dad and my grandfather, but I just didn't feel like it. It wouldn't of made our situation any better and I would've just come home more upset. Of course, I feel horribly guilty for not going.. But I keep reminding myself that this is what he wants.
So I neglected to do anything important today and I spent the evening with Jean Paul. We went to the store and picked up some stuff to make a dinner with. We had salads, Caprese pasta (pasta with fresh tomatoes, basil and mozzarella cheese) and brownies with nutella and marshmallow cream for dessert. It all came out so yummy, especially dessert, but by then my head was swimming from all the wine I'd consumed. I ate my entire dessert though.. It was amazingly delicious. We start working out together on Monday, so we were allowed. We watched The Village because I had never seen it. I actually really enjoyed it despite what I'd heard about it. After my buzz wore off I headed home. Jean Paul's adorable mutt puppy Beau was humping me all night.. I guess I can't help it.. I even attract the dogs.. And on that note, I am feeling very used at the moment. I am not fond of the opposite sex any more... When have they done anything good for me? I'm just tired of it all...
Oh, and I'm considering volunteering with the peace corps...
Goodnight everyone..