Jul 05, 2005 00:57
Slowly my life is beginning to fall into place... I'm finding out who my true friends are, why I love the man I do, and most of all, who I am and who I want to be...
There is so much in this world to appreciate, so much to enjoy and so much to share with people. It's not worth it to be miserable all the time and I just can't go on living a jealous, bitchy, pessimistic life style.. The fact I've had a cocktail or two tonight doesn't make this a one night confession, this is something I am going to change for the rest of my life. Granted, I'll have my moments, as we all do, I'm doing what I can to improve myself.
As far as a new job goes, I haven't found anything. I applied for a Disney reservationist position here in Tampa, but I didn't get it. I thought I'd be perfect for the part and was really excited, but in the end I was rejected, which is okay. I'll find something. Just gotta keep looking...
My car looks like ass. Norb is going to help me fix it, which is awesome. I think this weekend its breakpads.. So slowly but surely my car will be back to normal.
Myspace.. I didn't want this entry to be negative in any sense.. but I just have to say.. I HATE myspace.. Even though I have one and only have like 15 friends on it, it's fucking LAME.. So many people I know are dependent on it. And I'm not talking just addicted like, "I have to look at my myspace like 30+ times a day," I'm talking addicted like... "I can only find girls to date on myspace" or "Guess what this bitch left as a comment on my myspace!!" GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND YOURSELF... Go outside and take a whiff of nature, go to the beach, hell just take a WALK OUTSIDE... I'm sorry if some of you or even all of you like myspace, it's FINE if you like it, I really don't mind, I am just so sick of some of my friends being obsessed with this shit..
My holiday weekend went well. Norb and I went camping. We had a good time, but we went with friends who are significantly younger than us, so more than enjoy our time, we had to act as mom and dad and that took away most of our fun. We left a day early because the weather was just unbearable. Yesterday, April and I had the Spendoli's and shopped most of the day. At night, we went to see War of the Worlds with Norb which was SOOOOO good. I am not a big Tom Cruise fan, but the movie was really good. VERY scary. Today Norb came over early and we watched White Noise which I've been dying to see. It was good, creepy.. but good. Then we headed to Aprils for dinner and then to Clearwater Beach for the Fireworks Extravanganza. It was great. Andrew met us there halfway through the fireworks.. and then we headed to Applebee's for some cocktails. Overall, I loved this weekend and don't want it to be over, but I'm so broke, it's ridiculous... I need to head back to the real world.... G'night everyone