what I think I want

[jackie_inthebox]

non monogamy

kink

love

respect

trust

sweet

tomorrow

I have a ton of fears about rejection and abandonment.
They are surfacing.
I came out again a few weeks ago, this time to my current lover about being kinky. This is so hard for people to understand if they themselves are not.
I am losing her now. She wants an out because she feels insecure.
And I have a wandering eye.