Jul 28, 2008 23:22
What a worthless day.
I swear getting up for this math class each day has caused quite a depression.
Waking up at 6:30am just to get to a stats class... 2 hours on bus to get back home.
I wouldn't have to do this if I didn't choose to leave Seattle.
Will UCLA even be worth it all?
I miss Lucas so much--I want to be as loyal as possible: I don't go out.
I'm afraid I might do something that will ruin everything...
so
I just stay home.
Summer, compacted math class is worthless. 5 weeks and 11 tests. 8am at Mesa
Fucked up.
I got a new computer since I couldn't fix the beer destroyed one.
I've been uploading music everyday. Takes a long time. I have cds everywhere.
I get off the bus, walk to the library, get cds, and walk home. Upload music until around this time.
Hope I can talk to Lucas...he wont get out of my mind.
Too much
This weekend felt good though. San Diego is too much of a weekend city. Nothing is going on during the week. I fucking swear...then the weekend comes along and there is way too much and you can't do everything you'd like to. I know I don't work right now...but can't there be some things at night I can do that is fun? I miss you Seattle, there was always fun to be done. I bet Los Angeles will be the same or even more so...but I just haven't been up there yet. I'm just waiting for my chance.
Until then...math class