ughh
So basically I'm having like the shittiest day ever. I got put in the nursery room today for 3 hours instead of being with the 4 and 5 year olds, and i've been gone for so long that the girls that used to like never leave my side didn't even recognize me when i said hi. But Little morgan ran up and screamed TEACHER JACKIE and i gave her a big hug. atleast one of them remembers me. anyway, i had to deal with screaming babies, and who the f knows whats wrong with them when they cry.
Then i had to go deal with my money status. I got a balance statement saying that i still owe 6,000 dollars, but i knew that 4,000 would be coming from the alaska loan. well, the stupid bitch in the controllers office told me that since i was unsure about how i was gonna pay the other 2,000 that she wasn't even gonna put the 4,000 on my account. and that pissed me off. then i had to go to the financial aid office and talk to them because i had no idea how i was gonna pay this 2,000 dollars. So i applied for Wue, about 2 months too late, and called my mom crying because im scared. I have an appointment with the Dean tomorrow though, and i hope everything works out okay.
Well, then i went to the bank to deposit my 97 dollars (weak paycheck) into my checking account, and it comes back saying that my balance is 46 dollars because apparently i overdrew 50 bucks last month. How the hell can i use my debit card and have it work if there is no money in the account? I didn't understand that. But i had to get gas so now im down to 26 dollars to last me til the 30th. oh well, thats only two weeks. I'll survive.
I woke up at 4:50 this morning and couldn't go back to sleep. My mind was everywhere. I was thinking about everything, about what to say to my boss because i dont want to work in the nursery, and about wes and how much i miss him but how wierd things are at the same time. I picked up sarah at about 6:45am and we went to our 7am math class which got out at 7:05. I have to go buy a caclculator and a new note book for that class. there goes my 26 bucks. Then sarah and i went and worked out unti about 9 which was good. and then i had top ramen and got ready for work. Thats all i've had to eat today and that was like 7 hours ago and i'm starving so i think im gonna go get ready to have dinner in the sub.
Then i had to go deal with my money status. I got a balance statement saying that i still owe 6,000 dollars, but i knew that 4,000 would be coming from the alaska loan. well, the stupid bitch in the controllers office told me that since i was unsure about how i was gonna pay the other 2,000 that she wasn't even gonna put the 4,000 on my account. and that pissed me off. then i had to go to the financial aid office and talk to them because i had no idea how i was gonna pay this 2,000 dollars. So i applied for Wue, about 2 months too late, and called my mom crying because im scared. I have an appointment with the Dean tomorrow though, and i hope everything works out okay.
Well, then i went to the bank to deposit my 97 dollars (weak paycheck) into my checking account, and it comes back saying that my balance is 46 dollars because apparently i overdrew 50 bucks last month. How the hell can i use my debit card and have it work if there is no money in the account? I didn't understand that. But i had to get gas so now im down to 26 dollars to last me til the 30th. oh well, thats only two weeks. I'll survive.
I woke up at 4:50 this morning and couldn't go back to sleep. My mind was everywhere. I was thinking about everything, about what to say to my boss because i dont want to work in the nursery, and about wes and how much i miss him but how wierd things are at the same time. I picked up sarah at about 6:45am and we went to our 7am math class which got out at 7:05. I have to go buy a caclculator and a new note book for that class. there goes my 26 bucks. Then sarah and i went and worked out unti about 9 which was good. and then i had top ramen and got ready for work. Thats all i've had to eat today and that was like 7 hours ago and i'm starving so i think im gonna go get ready to have dinner in the sub.