*~Ahhhhhhhhh. . . . what to do. . . . what to do!!!~*
fuck. . . . all of my shit has been messed up for the past like 2 weeks since i wrote last. after rob went back the first time . . he called 2 days later and asked us to go and get him because he couldnt stay there wit that crazy bitch. so the day after he called me louie and jessie went back and picked him up. . . .we took jessies car and lou drove and WOAH i thought that we were all gonna DIE it was CRAZY! ive never seen anyone cut off a merging car on a ramp and a car next to it. . .WOAH thats all i have to say is. . . WOAH. then rob stayed here for 2 weeks and everything was good. . . we were both happy he said it was all done and over wit christine. . . and then she called. . . and kept calling and calling and calling one day. . .shes fuckin NUTS! and she made him feel like shit and told him that he owed it to her bc shes dedicated all that she did to him so he at least owed it to her to try and work things out even if he wasnt happy. which is bull-shit. so whatever shit was goin good till she called and then he went back again. . . . my heart jus sank and i tried to convince myself that he wasnt gonna come back. and then the same day that he left he called and said that he couldnt do it there. . . that christine toild him that she wanted him to say that he loved her and he was sorry. . . but he said that he didnt love her and that he loved me and that he wasnt sorry for anything bc he was happy. and so i bought him a train ticket for the next day. . . and then he calls 30 min b4 the train leaves and says. . . i have my bags all packed. . . the cab is here but christine said right as i walked out the door that if i leave shes gonna kill herself. . .and she took all of his ID's so that he couldnt board the train.. . . .fucked in the head she is. . . . . so then when i told lou that he was SOOOOOO fuckin pissed. . . and he was like i wanna jus drive down there and beat his fuckin ass. . . . but we didnt have a car to use bc my parents are gay and took mine. . .so we asked our friend kandance. . .and she was like well i work but you guys can take my car and use it. . . . and then me and lou had alot to think about that bc if we got caught wit her car then we were fucked. . . and even bigger if we ended up in missouri and we got caught wit the car lou would be even more frucked bc he would be in another state while on parole and driving a car that hes not insured under. . . . he wouldve gotten like 10 yrs. . . but he took that chance and we drove to go and get him AGAIN. . . . and now hes home. . . but we need to figure out whats gonna go down. . . if hes still gonna go to school there . . . .if he wants me to go wit him cuz i wanna. . . .my school and job and shit. . . i mean yeah theres ALOT of shit. . . . . and now my parents want to talk to him but he doesnt wanna talk to them until me and him get our shit straightened out. . . but my parnets say that i cant leave my house until they talk to him but in order for me to really talk to him i need to leave to see him. . . .so it seems like this will never end. . . .and no one is gonna talk. . but me and him really need to figure everythin out cuz yeah its startin to get crazy. . . .