Today
Today is the greatest day, I've ever known.
Last night i dreamed we were back together. living together. i was afraid to embrace the happiness you could offer.....
...I miss sex... it was great with you.
...I miss companionship...you were never afraid to hold my hand.
but you hurt me....so long ago...why do i still dream about you.....almost three years...where to go from here. Lost. abandoned it seems. broken. bittersweet....alone with him next to me. he wont hold me. he wont touch me. he wont kiss me. i miss you still sometimes, though you hurt me so....my boy with the crystal clear eyes....
Last night i dreamed we were back together. living together. i was afraid to embrace the happiness you could offer.....
...I miss sex... it was great with you.
...I miss companionship...you were never afraid to hold my hand.
but you hurt me....so long ago...why do i still dream about you.....almost three years...where to go from here. Lost. abandoned it seems. broken. bittersweet....alone with him next to me. he wont hold me. he wont touch me. he wont kiss me. i miss you still sometimes, though you hurt me so....my boy with the crystal clear eyes....