A point to consider.
Everybody feels it at one point in their lifetime.
...That feeling of dread closing in...
...Those questions forming in the back of your mind, slowly taking precedence over the rest of your thought processes...
The Apathy.
Is it worth it? Are you worth it? Should you go on? WILL you go on?
Should you even bother?
When you feel yourself receding into obscurity, what do you do? Do you go out of your way to make something of yourself, or do you huddle up in that 'safe' corner of the house, be it your bedroom, closet, bathroom, etc., hiding from the fact until it's staring at you straight in the pupils?
The thing is...the answer should be coming out crystal clear and easy for me. I should be able to tell you in the timespace of a fingersnap that YES, I would go out and make somethng of myself.
But I can't. I can't say it.
God help me...have I really stooped so low?
...That feeling of dread closing in...
...Those questions forming in the back of your mind, slowly taking precedence over the rest of your thought processes...
The Apathy.
Is it worth it? Are you worth it? Should you go on? WILL you go on?
Should you even bother?
When you feel yourself receding into obscurity, what do you do? Do you go out of your way to make something of yourself, or do you huddle up in that 'safe' corner of the house, be it your bedroom, closet, bathroom, etc., hiding from the fact until it's staring at you straight in the pupils?
The thing is...the answer should be coming out crystal clear and easy for me. I should be able to tell you in the timespace of a fingersnap that YES, I would go out and make somethng of myself.
But I can't. I can't say it.
God help me...have I really stooped so low?