And the beat goes on...
Lets see.. my birthday recently past.. (im glad thats over) im back in school..(humm it make me wonder) .. I work and hang out w/ peeps...Life couldnt get any better right.. maybe not..
I sometimes wonder qnd read whats going to happen next, well the living in this life portion. I dont know what im going to do, if ill do it well, will i be worth something to somone one day? Will everything just fall into place? I dont know and its driving me crazy. Im so scared of what will be that i dont live in the here now, and that can be the worst thing of all. I worrie soo much about the future that i think i make myself miserable in the present. It is a crule trick the fates play on me. They know all, see all, plan all, and i don't know one fucking thing. Maybe this is all just jitters of growing up, and i shouldnt give it another though...... but that just isnt me.
I sometimes wonder qnd read whats going to happen next, well the living in this life portion. I dont know what im going to do, if ill do it well, will i be worth something to somone one day? Will everything just fall into place? I dont know and its driving me crazy. Im so scared of what will be that i dont live in the here now, and that can be the worst thing of all. I worrie soo much about the future that i think i make myself miserable in the present. It is a crule trick the fates play on me. They know all, see all, plan all, and i don't know one fucking thing. Maybe this is all just jitters of growing up, and i shouldnt give it another though...... but that just isnt me.