Boooo ppl lol
Wow...ok so..def. haven't written in this thing for a while. Which I don't mind..but ok.
A lot has happened. I have figured out quickly that I have to pick and chose very wisely who I trust. Not just with secrets but with everything. I honestly have thought a lot about that...and other things. Guys are retarded. I only now like a select few who I can actually stand. It kinda sucks. But meh. I guess it's something that EVERY girl has to learn. Quickly found out they are all the same..even if you aren't in a relationship with them. I think there is really only one person for everyone, and you have to have the patience to wait out their arrival..which sucks, because I am somewhat impatient. Oh well. *sigh*.
Jason and I have been hanging out and talking a lot lately. And for the first time in a while I feel like I actually have a friend who I can trust with everything I am, and everything I go through and know. I am glad that I have him..and that we have eachother...because I am attached to him, and tell him everything. He's is my bestfriend. He's like the big brother I never have..and I know that even if he changes, he won't sacrifice me and our friendship so he can have some fake, made up lifestyle to try and be different...but really...being the same as half the other posers in this town...*ahem* Anyways, ya. I love him..
Daytona was sweet! I had an amazing time..and met some amazing ppl, who I still hang out with now! Which is cool. Katie Prain met her bf there..and I met Ryan..who I actually really like...so we'll see. After all the boys shit I dunno how far I wanna get into it..but he's cool as a friend..so ya. Anyways, gotta run.
-jax-
A lot has happened. I have figured out quickly that I have to pick and chose very wisely who I trust. Not just with secrets but with everything. I honestly have thought a lot about that...and other things. Guys are retarded. I only now like a select few who I can actually stand. It kinda sucks. But meh. I guess it's something that EVERY girl has to learn. Quickly found out they are all the same..even if you aren't in a relationship with them. I think there is really only one person for everyone, and you have to have the patience to wait out their arrival..which sucks, because I am somewhat impatient. Oh well. *sigh*.
Jason and I have been hanging out and talking a lot lately. And for the first time in a while I feel like I actually have a friend who I can trust with everything I am, and everything I go through and know. I am glad that I have him..and that we have eachother...because I am attached to him, and tell him everything. He's is my bestfriend. He's like the big brother I never have..and I know that even if he changes, he won't sacrifice me and our friendship so he can have some fake, made up lifestyle to try and be different...but really...being the same as half the other posers in this town...*ahem* Anyways, ya. I love him..
Daytona was sweet! I had an amazing time..and met some amazing ppl, who I still hang out with now! Which is cool. Katie Prain met her bf there..and I met Ryan..who I actually really like...so we'll see. After all the boys shit I dunno how far I wanna get into it..but he's cool as a friend..so ya. Anyways, gotta run.
-jax-