Tell me a story. Write me a novel, or give me a single sentence, one word. Give me a comment and see if I can figure it out. Tell me of your love, your hate, tell me you don't care
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Today as I was walking to get breakfast I realized that I was happy to have that phone call with you. I didn't realize how much I miss you. I like having someone to cuddle in bed with too. It probably would have done me well today.
LOL, don't worry about me not being your first female crush. I don't think that is a role I am supposed to play. I think that is the reason why I have never tried to kiss you either. Crushes are strong and the flame can burn out. They can also mellow and turn into a really good relationship but we have been a solid constant from the beginning. It is something that geography and time will not break. It can bend and change as needed but it will not get snuffed out. So don't feel bad.
In a way, I think I am glad to not have gone that route with you. It's not like you aren't hot. With that red hair how can you not be? But something does get tainted with physical relationships. If not tained, there is an aspect to the relationship that is put there only by the physical. There was a time when I wanted to cool things in my head with Linds to make sure I was still being a friend to her and not just a horny guy even though we weren't doing anything at the time. With you I don't have to worry. I love you unconditionally, unshadowed by anything else and it keeps me from being confused. (It doesn't keep me from being jealous, mind you but that's something else altogether ^_^)
LOL, don't worry about me not being your first female crush. I don't think that is a role I am supposed to play. I think that is the reason why I have never tried to kiss you either. Crushes are strong and the flame can burn out. They can also mellow and turn into a really good relationship but we have been a solid constant from the beginning. It is something that geography and time will not break. It can bend and change as needed but it will not get snuffed out. So don't feel bad.
In a way, I think I am glad to not have gone that route with you. It's not like you aren't hot. With that red hair how can you not be? But something does get tainted with physical relationships. If not tained, there is an aspect to the relationship that is put there only by the physical. There was a time when I wanted to cool things in my head with Linds to make sure I was still being a friend to her and not just a horny guy even though we weren't doing anything at the time. With you I don't have to worry. I love you unconditionally, unshadowed by anything else and it keeps me from being confused. (It doesn't keep me from being jealous, mind you but that's something else altogether ^_^)
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