just scratching the surface

[jackbobdrewbert]

welp i guess thats it then

josh and kyle are gone
beth leaves wedesday
and then lindsey leaves when ever she happens to leave

i keep telling myself that this is all for a reason and god is doing this to spread himself and to better the lives of these people and others, even my own (i dont have any clue as in to how but i guess ill see one day)

im where i am for a reason
and im feeling the way i feel for a reason
i must be learning something cuz this isnt for nothing i no its not
god would just move all these people away just be cuz
and i dont belive in caquincadence (spelling) anymore

EVERY THING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!!!

now i just wish i knew what the reason was...

if god wants me to no he'll tell me

till then i sit here and my mind will wonder and ill try and understand and ill sit in god arms and ask him why and he'll say youll know one day and ill have to be content...but i may still cry.

oh well tears dry and hearts mend and ill learn something and ill get stronger so just that is reason enoff for me to go through this spat

thank god for trials and hardships ^_^

i geuss im done
(gods just scratching the surface tho)

much plur yall

monster