A good side to life
Today I realized how jealous I am of people who have a life with real love.
My brother came over this morning so we could see Hunter and so we could go shoot our guns at Bass Pro. After all the fun stuff he invited me to go look at houses up in Grand Blanc with Megan because I could be moving in with them if they find one. So we met at Megan's sister's house. Me and Tim got there first and as soon as Megan walks in they hug and kiss like they hadn't seen each other all week. They are one of happiest couples I have ever seen. They get along so good and are alike in so many ways. Its a perfect love between them. I know they have their rocky days but most of the time its good. It made me feel like I have a hole missing in me. Like I wasn't complete but not in a completely depressing way. A way that made me feel happy for them. Makes me hope and wonder if there is someone out there for me that I can feel the same way about. When you see something like that it makes me want to find that person and just hang on to them forever. I know I normally don't talk about this kind of stuff but it makes me want to actually do something productive in my life, like I really have a purpose for being here. It makes life worth living for. For all those people who have this I am extremely happy for you. For those who don't I pray you and myself find someone who will be with you til the end.
My brother came over this morning so we could see Hunter and so we could go shoot our guns at Bass Pro. After all the fun stuff he invited me to go look at houses up in Grand Blanc with Megan because I could be moving in with them if they find one. So we met at Megan's sister's house. Me and Tim got there first and as soon as Megan walks in they hug and kiss like they hadn't seen each other all week. They are one of happiest couples I have ever seen. They get along so good and are alike in so many ways. Its a perfect love between them. I know they have their rocky days but most of the time its good. It made me feel like I have a hole missing in me. Like I wasn't complete but not in a completely depressing way. A way that made me feel happy for them. Makes me hope and wonder if there is someone out there for me that I can feel the same way about. When you see something like that it makes me want to find that person and just hang on to them forever. I know I normally don't talk about this kind of stuff but it makes me want to actually do something productive in my life, like I really have a purpose for being here. It makes life worth living for. For all those people who have this I am extremely happy for you. For those who don't I pray you and myself find someone who will be with you til the end.