I was close so close but no
Went to the doctors on Tuesday morning for a check up on how things are going. Well the good news is that my CT scan and EMG were fine nothing out of the ordinary. Then he dropped a bomb a big one. It seems that what my arm is at now is as good as it gets. I can bend it about 110 degrees and it doesn't quite go all the way straight. He gave me an option to go under the knife again so he can get rid of some of the scar tissue. Then after that I have to go through therapy again. Its a step back but better for my arm in the long wrong. It won't make my arm get worse so why not. I am going to wait til some time in early May. Over a year to recover from this is pretty crappy. I thought I had everything planned out but I guess not. Its like a year of my life completely wasted. I dont know what I did to deserve such a thing. Maybe its God telling me to get my act together and do better things than go to strip clubs and smoke cigars. For someone who knows everything I know I should listen and this time I think I will. I cant take this anymore. I need a good long vacation this summer away from this place. I need to relax and think things through. My life is flipping and turning. I thought I would be golfing this summer but maybe not. I have kinda turned my back on God lately, well I guess I should turn my back on the devil instead. All the advice I can really give is drive carefully and wear your seatbelt.