Feb 23, 2005 19:41
Ya bla bla bla havent updated in awhile. Meh. "I've got no motivation". Anyway im upset still. Its been months and i still have the same stuff to complain about as in my other entries. Fatass sister seems to be the root of it all. My dad went to a Tony Robbins convention thing at Disney World. Hes the guy that hypnotized Shallow Hal. Made him see ugly chicks as hot. So my dad got some personal empowerment and stuff and walked across hot coals. Hes been back 2 days. Hes been exhausted ever since. All of a sudden my mom goes and starts bitchin at him about me and my brother and other seriously trivial bullshit nagging. I went and told her to stop bitchin at him for any problems she has with me. She locked the door and bitched at him like 7 minutes strait and i bet my dad was just sittin there takin it. Hes pretty awesome and understanding and probably didnt feel like an arguement. I'm seriously thinking there is something messed up with all the females in my family. They just... suck. Brother gets back April i believe from Iraq. It'll be great having him and his kids around. I forgot to call albertsons today to check on the status of my application. Took a nap when i got home then sasha delaney came by wantin to go on a walk. Just walked around the street talking about random things. Taught her a lil trigonometry principles. Watched "Supersize Me". Dude ate nothing but mcdonalds 30 days. Good watching. But dam i was craving Fast Food the whole time. Prob had the wrong effect it was supposed to have on me. I've got a drill team competition this saturday and i have no motivation to go. No motivation to even stay in rotc. I probably wont go back next year. But colleges want people that are "involved". Maybe i should go plant flowers in the park or something. Psh. Anyway this looks like a good place to stop.