Jul 29, 2004 22:07
I just spent awhile updating this journal and actually wrote like 2 pages worth and then accidently had it all deleted when the page expired or something. So im not going to redo it all because im really tired as always and plus im super lazy and my eye is killing me like whoe. Had a crazy night last night and stuff and wrote another email to that same girl. Minor things happened during the day while i was sleeping. I've got a whole new appreciation for British Rock and i switched out of psychology and went into an SAT prep course. I found out i have english 2nd term so i'll do my summer reading around christmas break :) heheh. Good news i might be getting my brothers old car and not have to have a job to pay for it. What im pissed about is that i want his other old car but i'll need a job for it. I'm all for having a job because i'll be away from my house. Plus its a better car. But my fatass slob bitch of a sister is scheming of way to get it for herself. I think this is probably gonna be the biggest issue i ever have with my parents and that poor excuse for a sister. This will be the only time i put my foot down on something. I'm going to have to come up with an ultimatum. For those of you who know my sister im sure you can somewhat grasp my feelings of hate towards her. I am so ashamed she has the same blood in her veins as me. Anyway im going to try to stride away from negative stuff going in my journals because negativity is bad and when keep tellin urself you feel bad you'll feel worse. INstead i think im just gonna go take a nap and try to get back into a steady sleep cycle. Later allz.