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I ended a friendship today.
Or should I say the friendship had already ended, but I spoke it aloud?
I feel fine. I think.
I've been thinking about this conversation for weeks now, and it's been months coming. I mean, it's obviously sad, it always is, but it's almost like a weight has lifted.
We were both honest. Respectful. I tried to be anyway - I may have gotten a little out of hand in the end, but really, REALLY, why were you so passive in this conversation? You knew it was the truth? You had no excuses to make? You knew deep down too, but I'm the only one with the balls (yet, I don't actually have my own pair, unlike you) to actually think about it. Acknowledge it. Know it. Say it. Live it. Oh wait.. you did that just fine.
I sigh.