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the absence in color.
came home from kaits. we ran for 15-20 minutes and i feel great. my room was cleaned and my bed was made and it was really cool. i guess kelly stayed home today instead of working. a different kelly that is. i feel bad for her because shes lonely and has no where to go. but shes old enough to be on her own, unless you have a baby like her. shes a bad example in my life but i secretely love her and shes means well most of the time. i have another scar on my arm, i scratched it so hard and its funny looking now. how do you do tatoos yourself, would it hurt more? im just rambling because i've got a lot on my mind but i dont know how its all there. none of it is about me or anyone i really know, i ask so many questions and i want to know so much, but i cant because there are so many things in life that you're not supposed to discover. or have time to discover. i felt really stupid today, on the bus. i never talk that much about shit things, like gossip and im not like that so i apologize to myself. everything is beautiful, mostly nature related though, like tree bark and the cute little ants in the ground that have their lives set and know what theyre doing. i wonder how they think and what their feelings are like, are they similar to peoples of monkeys or whales or cats. i wish i could know so much more, i want to so badly. i dont like that i take things for grante, like nature, i want to be good to it and just love it, everything needs to be loved. how simple life could be...
-joanna
running in silence.
hey ya is sad because it reminds me of last years simplicity and innocence.
came home from kaits. we ran for 15-20 minutes and i feel great. my room was cleaned and my bed was made and it was really cool. i guess kelly stayed home today instead of working. a different kelly that is. i feel bad for her because shes lonely and has no where to go. but shes old enough to be on her own, unless you have a baby like her. shes a bad example in my life but i secretely love her and shes means well most of the time. i have another scar on my arm, i scratched it so hard and its funny looking now. how do you do tatoos yourself, would it hurt more? im just rambling because i've got a lot on my mind but i dont know how its all there. none of it is about me or anyone i really know, i ask so many questions and i want to know so much, but i cant because there are so many things in life that you're not supposed to discover. or have time to discover. i felt really stupid today, on the bus. i never talk that much about shit things, like gossip and im not like that so i apologize to myself. everything is beautiful, mostly nature related though, like tree bark and the cute little ants in the ground that have their lives set and know what theyre doing. i wonder how they think and what their feelings are like, are they similar to peoples of monkeys or whales or cats. i wish i could know so much more, i want to so badly. i dont like that i take things for grante, like nature, i want to be good to it and just love it, everything needs to be loved. how simple life could be...
-joanna
running in silence.
hey ya is sad because it reminds me of last years simplicity and innocence.