May 05, 2008 20:11
So i know i am a therapists dream, I could probably buy a therapists second house :p,
I am paranoid, I have an inferiority complex, and probably depression. although it all stems from the inferiority complex and my childhood (yes i figured that all out by myself) but that really all is besides the point.
If you read the subject its pretty easy to figure out what this entry about, but maybe not.
I happen to like someone... and as usual set my sights so high actually I didn't set my sights high, she is just unobtainable for weird unusual reasons. My conundrum is this: as near as i can tell she is more or less perfect, actually not perfect she has her issues but they don't bother mean, but needless to say she is beautiful, funny, likes me for me, and we are great friends, I don't even think i could be angry at her for any extended period of time. a couple of months ago, she broke up with her boyfriend, and for past reasons, I didn't say anything to her then, I've joked with about dating her and I never got a real answer, so my question is, is it wrong to ask her to definitively tell me whether or not a pathetic loser like me has a chance with her. I've thought about this for awhile and I am pretty sure I'll survive with either answer and we would stay friends so it's really just a win/nothing changes senerio.
I hate love and all that other stuff....