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found out something last night, made me want to throw up. Only cause of the circumstances, if things could have been a little different, if I was given some fair warning or insight on what was going on, I would'nt be this upset. and I didn't get any sleep last night. I stayed up racking my brain for most of the night, and I watched the fox and the hound, which was amazing as always. Around 3 I met up with billy and he gave me my birthday present early. =]]]. So around 5ish I walked around the village for an hour or 2 racking my brain some more. Eventually I made my way over to alicias but all her doors were locked, so I sat outside near the pool, again, racking my brain a little more. but yeah I didnt feel like sitting there all day so went to shanes house, finally started to feel a little better because shanes a good kid and makes me happy. <3. mhm, but yeah I guess thats it. I just got caught in the pooring rain, cant say I didnt love it though. yeah, I have this unsettled feeling now, it's been there since last night. ugh...I guess I fucked up this time. I just remembered I havent eaten in like 2 days..maybe I should get on that. but Im not hungry so idk, I'll be making my way back over to alicias eventually....so yeah bye.