http://xkcd.com/383/ sooooo god damn true, for a long time I did not want it to be, but it really really, is. Got to take responsiblity for your self. It took two really good friends to teach me, wish I could have seen it sooner.
Enough emo crap though, I really want a trebuchet... That should be my next project, but what could I fire? My cat has been really obnoxious lately...