Time keeps on ticking...
Time is going by way to fast. Last week honestly seemed like 3 days, its getting really old. I was hoping that because AP testing was mostly done and I would have less stuff (HA) to do maybe time would start to stabilize, but alas it was not to be. I hope it starts to slow down soon though, but with more stuff to do every week it does not seam likely.
Some things have been pissing me off lately, it basically can be summed up into one word: bullshit. So much bullshit has been going on lately. By that I mean stupid shit that nothing can be done about but still manage to make your whole lives suck. For example, Genny has quite a bit of bullshit going on right now, and it keeps getting worse. It really pisses me off because I am basically a third party who can do nothing but sit there and feel awkward. I don't really have anything usefully to add to any situation, but just sitting there makes me feel like a jackass. Same shit happened with another person who I will not mention, it really pisses me off, everyone else seems to know just what to do and say and I just sit there mouth half open unable to do anything useful. This manages to make me feel useless and pissed at my self, for no real good reason, and generally makes me bad company. but what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Props go out to Nick though, at dinner on Friday (was it Friday? I cant remember, the weekend is a blur) he made me feel very happy.
No props go out to dresler and todd, who made a big deal out of making sure I showed up to all of the rehearsals only to give me nothing to do, and the only company I liked from the show was gone too.
Pirates this Thursday night gents, if ye not be tired from your play. I will see you all at la esquela manana, Adios
Some things have been pissing me off lately, it basically can be summed up into one word: bullshit. So much bullshit has been going on lately. By that I mean stupid shit that nothing can be done about but still manage to make your whole lives suck. For example, Genny has quite a bit of bullshit going on right now, and it keeps getting worse. It really pisses me off because I am basically a third party who can do nothing but sit there and feel awkward. I don't really have anything usefully to add to any situation, but just sitting there makes me feel like a jackass. Same shit happened with another person who I will not mention, it really pisses me off, everyone else seems to know just what to do and say and I just sit there mouth half open unable to do anything useful. This manages to make me feel useless and pissed at my self, for no real good reason, and generally makes me bad company. but what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Props go out to Nick though, at dinner on Friday (was it Friday? I cant remember, the weekend is a blur) he made me feel very happy.
No props go out to dresler and todd, who made a big deal out of making sure I showed up to all of the rehearsals only to give me nothing to do, and the only company I liked from the show was gone too.
Pirates this Thursday night gents, if ye not be tired from your play. I will see you all at la esquela manana, Adios