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Well, I think I'm due for an update.
Last night sucked. My mom is totally pissing me off. She lost her job, and she seems to be fine by just prancing all over the place and spending money. She says we'll be fine, money-wise, for 6 weeks. If she is going to be home EVERYDAY for 6 weeks, I swear to god I'll shoot myself.
When we left Dairy Queen at 8:oo, she thought it would be cute to be on her cell phone, while I backed out. So, I KNEW I had to back out more than she told me too, or I would hit the grass. So she screams to stop, and I'm like, totally facing the grass. Then I go to back out THE RIGHT WAY and she fucking screams because there is, yes, a PARKED car behind us. I was so pissed. She also told me to pull out of the parking lot before I should have. So I messed up because she wasn't helping me. I was so pissed. She made me feel like a fucking retard. Now I know, that I'm right. =(
I am begining to dislike myself ammensly. I'm fat, hideous, and retarded. I don't see how anyone could ever like me. I don't deserve george, but I'm so fucking happy I have him. I swear I'd be dead if I didn't have him.
The giant bruise on my forehead has grown to the size of a small child. It hurts. It's dark purple. I hate it.
I gotta go now. <3kt
Well, I don't want to go to drivers ed AT ALL. I think I would rather skin myself instead.
Something else is totally 100% pissing me off. I am so mad. "What a conformist...."