(no subject)
Twins. Kim and I were told by the doctor that we can be expecting twins, One of each. Patrick and Paige Morgann. It's all so damn amazing, it's hard to put in to words sometimes. Kim's handling the news rather well. The girl left home cause she didn't want a family yet, smack dab into an apocalypse meets me and in a few months is married and is expecting twins. I'm not sure if the irony is lost on her. She seems happy though. If only I could talk her out of wanting the elder Jackson to keep her company when she end up taking off of work.
Then there Private St.James. The boy up and got himself hitched last weekend when he was supposed to be staying put in town. I had to throw him in the brig. There was no way to I could overlook this. Theres paperwork that needs filling out. But I did talk to Summer, expressing my concern with the fact she knows what he does. Have to say she won my respect with the way she took up for the boy and would keep his secrets for him. She reminds me of Kim in that. I asked Kim if maybe we could sorta look out for them, take them under our wings. Thisis gonna be hard for them. I'm not sure they've figured that out yet.
And then there is Maddy. She called me today about some stuff thats been going on. People having nightmares and Xander finding her in an abandoned house, hallucinating and hysterical. Xander and Buffy and the rest of 'em think the house has something to do with it. They plan on taking care of it tomorrow. I offered up help if they need it, but I reckon they got this covered.
Still, I can't help but be curious about this house. Maddy seemed to be doing better after the whole singing thing was done. Like she accepted it. I'm having a hard time figuring out what is so bad about a house that could affect her that way. So after patrol I decided to head over there, check it out.
It looks like a normal house, nothing that stands out. I walk up to it, finding the door open. I draw my weapon, not sure what I'm gonna find inside. I walk in, the door shuts, I spin and aim but no ones there. Maybe what ever it was is gone now. I start looking around. All the rooms downstairs seem clear and I head upstairs.
Somethings different up here, its change and I no longer feel like I'm in a house. I'm in town and it decimated. I reckon it looks like it did after the apocalypse. 'Cept this time the streets are full of fallen soldiers, men I was responsible for. People who were more like family than anything else. Family. At that thought I start running to the house. To Kim and the kids. But they're gona. Everyones gone. I fall to my knees, not knowing what to do and then Elizabeth is there talking to me again. "Hey, handsome. It's happened again hasn't it. They all left you. You would think that you would get it by now, that you'd stop trying. You parents left ya, I left ya, what made you think that Kim and the kids would still be left for you. What makes you think that you were gonna be able to keep them. What made you think you were actually gonna have a family?" I'm having a hard time registering that my Elizabeth would be saying these things. I stumble for the door, knowing that Kim and the kids can't really be gone, that'd I'd feel it like I felt it when Elizabeth was gone. I need to find Kim.
I still ain't getting whats so bad about the house. I believe that something in there terrified Maddy, but I can't figure out what. I reckon the slayer and friends will take care of it and then none of it has to be a concern anymore. I gotta get going, Kims waiting for me. She left a message saying she needs more ice cream. Can't keep her or the babies waiting on ice cream.
Then there Private St.James. The boy up and got himself hitched last weekend when he was supposed to be staying put in town. I had to throw him in the brig. There was no way to I could overlook this. Theres paperwork that needs filling out. But I did talk to Summer, expressing my concern with the fact she knows what he does. Have to say she won my respect with the way she took up for the boy and would keep his secrets for him. She reminds me of Kim in that. I asked Kim if maybe we could sorta look out for them, take them under our wings. Thisis gonna be hard for them. I'm not sure they've figured that out yet.
And then there is Maddy. She called me today about some stuff thats been going on. People having nightmares and Xander finding her in an abandoned house, hallucinating and hysterical. Xander and Buffy and the rest of 'em think the house has something to do with it. They plan on taking care of it tomorrow. I offered up help if they need it, but I reckon they got this covered.
Still, I can't help but be curious about this house. Maddy seemed to be doing better after the whole singing thing was done. Like she accepted it. I'm having a hard time figuring out what is so bad about a house that could affect her that way. So after patrol I decided to head over there, check it out.
It looks like a normal house, nothing that stands out. I walk up to it, finding the door open. I draw my weapon, not sure what I'm gonna find inside. I walk in, the door shuts, I spin and aim but no ones there. Maybe what ever it was is gone now. I start looking around. All the rooms downstairs seem clear and I head upstairs.
Somethings different up here, its change and I no longer feel like I'm in a house. I'm in town and it decimated. I reckon it looks like it did after the apocalypse. 'Cept this time the streets are full of fallen soldiers, men I was responsible for. People who were more like family than anything else. Family. At that thought I start running to the house. To Kim and the kids. But they're gona. Everyones gone. I fall to my knees, not knowing what to do and then Elizabeth is there talking to me again. "Hey, handsome. It's happened again hasn't it. They all left you. You would think that you would get it by now, that you'd stop trying. You parents left ya, I left ya, what made you think that Kim and the kids would still be left for you. What makes you think that you were gonna be able to keep them. What made you think you were actually gonna have a family?" I'm having a hard time registering that my Elizabeth would be saying these things. I stumble for the door, knowing that Kim and the kids can't really be gone, that'd I'd feel it like I felt it when Elizabeth was gone. I need to find Kim.
I still ain't getting whats so bad about the house. I believe that something in there terrified Maddy, but I can't figure out what. I reckon the slayer and friends will take care of it and then none of it has to be a concern anymore. I gotta get going, Kims waiting for me. She left a message saying she needs more ice cream. Can't keep her or the babies waiting on ice cream.