A McKay and Mrs Miller episode tag from Rodney's POV in letter form.
Dear Jeannie,
I try.
I tried to be a good brother. I really did. I thought what you were doing was the biggest mistake of your life, but you didn't listen to me. We grew apart, because of our stubbornness. I wish we hadn't. We could've still acted like siblings, even though I didn't approve. We could've seen each other more, I really missed you. It was great seeing you again, and even better being able to work together. I wish those four years hadn't been wasted and I wish I had taken the chance to get to know your husband and daughter better. Even if he likes tofu and she's a bit clingy. You've done well for yourself sis, and I love you. I'll miss you while you're not in Atlantis, but I'll try to visit you every chance I get to be back on Earth. If, with the depleted ZPM, I ever get the chance again. They really do need me here. Especially Zelenka. Without me around, all he does is mess up. But he means well, always trying to impress me. I wish you hadn't told everyone my name was Meredith...now whenever I bitch about something they respond with "yes...Meredith" followed by a snicker of laughter. It's quite annoying. Thanks for that. But in all honesty, it was really great seeing you again and I'll really miss you. I'd like to say I wish you could be in Atlantis with me, but with the Wraith at our doorstep, you're much safer on Earth (for the time being). I love you a lot, sis.
I try.
Take care,
Meredith
Rodney
-Jack McWeir
I feel:
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lonely