ehh
I absolutly hate whats gone down the past couple days. I hate every thing about it. I hate the fact that I couldent trust sarah what so ever. But on the other hand I hate the fact that i cant be with her and its my decesion cause i cant forgive her. I hate what happend between me and melissa. Im so upset about the lie she put in her journal with the good luck in life and she hopes i realised i cant control every one. I hate the fact that no one understands i wasent trying to control sarah i didnt want her talking to melissa for reasons that i want known but it wasent controling her i was just trying to stop my self from getting hurt. Y cant any one understand that? Now strangly enough in the matter of 2 days i lost 2 of the ppl i cared the most about. God this fucking sux. On top of all of this sarah openly admitted about lieing about all of it plus more shit i didnt even know today on the phone. Its so hard when ur heart is torn i love her to death but i cant trust her no forgive her u know how bad this sux? O well.
Later Guys
Jack Knox
Later Guys
Jack Knox