Jan 04, 2005 19:41
Ok i deleted the entry about sarah. Because first off we mite its highly doubtfull but we mite get back together and mainly cause im not mentally strong enough for argue or have a war with melissa. I was crying when I wrote what I wrote and then cried even worse when I partially read what she wrote I couldent even read all of it so ya. I just wanna forgit she even lives and since i know theres no one that understands how I feel im not gunna go even further because it will just make me even more idiotic then I all ready do. In my life thats the only thing that still upsets me. So instead of trying to fite about it im gunna try to forget about it. Dont get me wrong I dont have feelings for melissa. It just upsets me to think about the melissa I thought I knew. I dont care if sarah talks to melissa any more i dont care what happends I just want this to quit hanuting me.
As for you Melissa I want to tottaly forgit about u. I dont wish u any harm or any thing else. The truth to the matter is I dont really know u so I just hope u get what ever u want in life but stay outta mine. I want talk to u ever agin I wont tell u secrets or any thing else cause i know now u wont keep theme to ur self. We all have to live with the decesions we have made. We know u can live with urs now I have to find someway to live with mine. HAVE A NICE LIFE
URS TRULY
JACK KNOX