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ok.. so why is it that friends spring something really big on ur when u took this whole week off and now have no one to hang out with, because ur kinda now gonna avoid them.
I have so many feelings right now and i just need to vent.. im mad, sad and pissed off they didnt tell me. Now im gonna feel totally left out even tho " it wont happen" well it does. It supposidy wont change things... even tho it already has. i feel like im gonna lose them
I really dont know what to do everyone's u know happy for them and i should be too, but its all way to much to take in at once.. i just dont know if i can do this..
i just need some time to think
i kinda wish they told me at the beginning
when it all was out in the open they acted as if nothing happened.. nothing was said.. even tho they knew i was upset.
I dont know what to do im just so fuckin upset and confused.. i need a certain someone one of my old friends that understand and i can talk to..
but until they get home i'll just have to use Mr. Perfect to cheer me up
xoxo jack
ps- friends r crap they use u and feed u to the lions
I have so many feelings right now and i just need to vent.. im mad, sad and pissed off they didnt tell me. Now im gonna feel totally left out even tho " it wont happen" well it does. It supposidy wont change things... even tho it already has. i feel like im gonna lose them
I really dont know what to do everyone's u know happy for them and i should be too, but its all way to much to take in at once.. i just dont know if i can do this..
i just need some time to think
i kinda wish they told me at the beginning
when it all was out in the open they acted as if nothing happened.. nothing was said.. even tho they knew i was upset.
I dont know what to do im just so fuckin upset and confused.. i need a certain someone one of my old friends that understand and i can talk to..
but until they get home i'll just have to use Mr. Perfect to cheer me up
xoxo jack
ps- friends r crap they use u and feed u to the lions