brain vs. heart

[jack_fucks_jill]

she cried herself to sleep
i blame myself
but it's me or him
it's me or him

and if i lose her
i'd be lost and dying
as strong as she thinks
im so weak

but there's no 'im sorry'
to fix his mistakes
so why does she even
flirt with the wondering
wondering

and if i lose her
i'd be lost and dying
but it's best for him
he's so weak

should i be better at this
and have compassion
i fucking hate him
and all he does to her
i fucking hate him

and if i lose her
i'd be lost and dying
but she's walking away
and i cant reach her

passing the time
is that what i was
just a maybe
while she waited for him
that's what i feel like
she wants him so bad
and she's breaking my heart
and i want her so bad
but she's walking away
and i cant reach her
i fucking hate him
and all he does to her
but it's best for him
he's so weak

she wants me to have
compassion
what she means is
give up