22
mum and dad are 45 and, honestly, they are still such heartless kids at times. it's because we are their children that we mature and grow at our own pace. it's because my skin grows thicker with experience so much slower, slower than anyone else's, that i know what i am and what i’m meant to be.
my being has never felt so content before, so wild and grasping and tender.
so when i'm lonely i'm the loneliest person in the whole universe and i cry and sob and feel so miserable my heart hurts and people turn and stare. and when i'm happy it's all butterflies in my stomach and i breath in and in and in and no force can stop me from burning, wishing, giggling
it's hard to keep the balance and i'm not a girl with the courage to constantly keep myself positive or striving ahead, i'm not even someone daring enough to hide in my own little shell when hurt. so all i can do is grin at the words "childish" and "immature" and never let others know how edgy or torn or zealous i feel at times, because it's at these moments that i feel so incredibly and almighty alive.
and sometimes it's at those moments that i know - i am an adult.
i'm 22 and that's what i am now :D
my being has never felt so content before, so wild and grasping and tender.
so when i'm lonely i'm the loneliest person in the whole universe and i cry and sob and feel so miserable my heart hurts and people turn and stare. and when i'm happy it's all butterflies in my stomach and i breath in and in and in and no force can stop me from burning, wishing, giggling
it's hard to keep the balance and i'm not a girl with the courage to constantly keep myself positive or striving ahead, i'm not even someone daring enough to hide in my own little shell when hurt. so all i can do is grin at the words "childish" and "immature" and never let others know how edgy or torn or zealous i feel at times, because it's at these moments that i feel so incredibly and almighty alive.
and sometimes it's at those moments that i know - i am an adult.
i'm 22 and that's what i am now :D