May 08, 2004 23:21
to was "fun"
i had zac from 9-3:30ish
(we spilt milk all over my bed and had to take all the sheets and alyers off and took them out back and played with the water hose)
the at like 4 Matt came and got me. i stayed over there still like 6:45ish. we watched part of this crazy movie about drugs. and yeah. then talk about how we;re just friends and this affection deal will be slowing down. and how he doesnt want to lead me on and then hurt me? i dont know. we'll see how this all plays out.
the he droped me off at marys house were we watch the dave chepelle(sp) show for like 3 hours and like mad tv for like 2. it was awsome. YEAH,OKAY,WHAT!! SKEET SKEET SKEET.!
you guys should call me and listen to what mary left for my voice mail <3
(i'm a tad let down by what he said, now that i think about it. but today was really good. i for somereason wont think it will last long. that or somethings going to go down and i'm going to get really screwed over. maybe hes sleeping with some girl. i dont know. i highly doubt it. he just said we went a bit to fast for his liking. yeah. but i'm not going to get myself down with it. i gots mines. lol yeah right. but i wouldnt try and talk him out of how he felt b/c i want affection.)