Build me up buttercup, don't break my heart.
Are you gonna live your life wondering? Standing in the back, looking around?
Things are never gonna be the way you want. Where's it gonna get you acting serious?
I've never felt so strongly about what I want to do with my life.
But for some reason, I'm still so unmotivated to get past a few
small obstacles. I couldn't be more apathetic about all of this.
I need a plan. I need a solid plan that I'll stick to. Something
that keeps me on track.
I miss New Mexico more than I thought was possible. I miss Evan so
much. I hate that I'm not there to be a part of his life. I miss my
dad. I'm so afraid that my visits will become even shorter and that
they'll stop all together. I'm afraid that I won't be able to spend
enough time with dad before it's too late. I wish I wasn't so worrisome.
(Sheesh Mimi. I shouldn't have called you. That whole situation
started making me think. And we all know that thinking is deadly.)
But on a note to prove just how shallow I am, if you aren't watching Studio 60 or Heroes, well, YOU SHOULD BE. God I love this time of the year.
Things are never gonna be the way you want. Where's it gonna get you acting serious?
I've never felt so strongly about what I want to do with my life.
But for some reason, I'm still so unmotivated to get past a few
small obstacles. I couldn't be more apathetic about all of this.
I need a plan. I need a solid plan that I'll stick to. Something
that keeps me on track.
I miss New Mexico more than I thought was possible. I miss Evan so
much. I hate that I'm not there to be a part of his life. I miss my
dad. I'm so afraid that my visits will become even shorter and that
they'll stop all together. I'm afraid that I won't be able to spend
enough time with dad before it's too late. I wish I wasn't so worrisome.
(Sheesh Mimi. I shouldn't have called you. That whole situation
started making me think. And we all know that thinking is deadly.)
But on a note to prove just how shallow I am, if you aren't watching Studio 60 or Heroes, well, YOU SHOULD BE. God I love this time of the year.