Come monday, my life's gonna change.

[jack27]

I'm sitting here looking at all of this college junk. It's been
swimming in my head lately. I've come to terms with the fact that
I won't be at UNT within the next 2 years. Not unless I work my ass
off. But we all know I'm incapable of that. It's upsetting that I
won't be up there while Alecia and everyone else is, but I can always
meet new people, no big deal. I'm trying to work out some sort of
summer schedule, looks like I'll be taking about 3 classes, which
means no Kerrville and no visiting dad. Pretty much no traveling at
all.

I'm so frustrated with everything right now, including myself. I can't
seem to get anything right lately. I'm just this akward bumbling idiot
who won't ever get out of community college. Arrrrrghrumblegrrr.

Work was decent today, considering the fact that all I did was shred
paper and work in a 3' x 1' space while cleaning out filing cabinets.
But honestly, it was so much better than sitting in front of the computer
for 3 hours.

I think it's time to go learn about the Gospel of Judas. Yep. That sounds good